Sunday, May 17, 2009

belajar menentukan pilihan

hari ini saya seharusnya ke sumantri bojonegoro, tapi saya tidak tahu, saya baru tahu tadi pagi karena ditelfon arum, sebenarnya masih sempat, tapi saya malas hmm
saya juga seharusnya ke gelora bung karno pintu 7 nanti jam 10.30
tapi saya sudah tidak diizinkan lagi oleh orang tua saya untuk mengikuti kegiatan lain selain belajar hinggal sumatif dan remed berakhir
sekarang saya bingung
will I disobey my parents? absolutely not
will I disobey my friends and my senior? well I don't want that either
so now the desicion I need to make is go or not go
maybe for you go or not go is simple
but for my case, it's a big step, a total big step
if I choose go, my parents will become very mad, and I'm afraid I will be 'kualat' and
if I choose not to go, my friends will possibly be angry at me, I will feel totally guilty to my senior and also my friends, whoaah god what should I do
I need to make this desicion in less than 3 hours
but I have to pick one of those situation, rite?
if you were me, which one will you take?
well I will tell you which desicion I make on the next post, it will be posted in the next 3 hours k?
please god help me with this trouble

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