pain

okay
back to bad mood
I just can't understand how life can be so harsh to me
and there's always a time when I have nowhere to go, so I have to come back home and face the reality that my life is such a wuss
I've never win an important competition, stressed out with all those test and scores and everything, tired of this kind of life
I rarely have a dream when I'm sleeping, so it's pretty impossible to wish to have a beautiful life with everyone that loves me in even just a dream when I'm sleeping

pain
yeah
that's what I'm feeling right now
can't understand why all these thing happened

bye