some raw post about love

it's 23:51. I'm supposed to hit the hay now, but the feelings not right
somehow I feel blossomed and delighted reminding what happened this whole month
that feeling just rising and rising when I read many quotations from web that really catches my attention. And here's one of 'em

"I don't wish to be everything to everyone, but I would like to be something to someone"
-Javan

it's true, I would really love to be something to someone. Especially when that someone is special for me :) And here's another one

"A very small degree of hope is sufficient to cause the birth of love"
-Henri B. Stendhal

When someone special is around you and somehow gave you very small hope, somehow you'll feel something is coming. Something you never asked to come but when it came it feels beautiful and breath-taking and you'll feel like you're charmed by his charisma. Your day will be very special every time you interact with that someone. Even when you can only stare at him from a distance. You can't stop smiling every time you're about to meet him, you'll feel exited to wait around at school only to stare at him from a distance. You'll be blinded through all the bliss and ended up thinking and talking about him every free-period of your schedule. You'll ramble about him all the time. Many people think that it's queer. But so what? there's nothing wrong with that. You're happy, end of story. Nothing and no one can crack up that happiness :)

Maybe some problem like the the zero-possibility-to-be-with-him might make you feel like there's no chance available. But it's not a sin to be happy for a short-term at least rite?

You might as well feel the same, what do you think?