20:28

now is 20:28 o' clock
just chattin, sign in my facebook, edit my playlist at mixpod.com, and doin nothin
hmm well my mother told me to study now
well I want to study too but
you know the lazy thing when you're already in front of ur computer with the internet and stuffs rite?
lalalalalala, hahaha check out my chat with putri hahaahahah

Putri says:
kan lg heboh jadi2an
jd ratih juga dumz harusnya

ratih 'walnut' siahaan says:
hahahaahaha sama siapa

Putri says:
sama tembok

ratih 'walnut' siahaan says:
-_-
abis sumatif pengen jadian aaah
HAHAHAAHHAHA SAMA SIAPAA LAGI

Putri says:
sama ** ***** aja

tau gak ** ***** tuh siapa? HAHAHAHAH peace out ya ** *****
rada bego ya chat nya hahahah

yeah my mother is really and totally mad at me right now
she's mad as a hatter hemmmmm
but I still wanna stay in front of my computer huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa -_______-
can't the sumative test got postponed or something pleaaaseeeeeeee
huhuhuhuhu
gotta study, bye huhuhuhuhuhu T.T

sorry

teman teman maaf ya hari ini gue gabisa dateng huhu gaboleh soalnya maaf yaaaa
maaf banget bangetan terutama buat della yang jadi muter muter sendiri gara2 gaada gue
maaf ya deeel don't be angry yaaaaa

blog features update

hey
I figured out that my blog's feature is kinda boring
so I added a comment box, edit the header
but most importantly, I changed my blog's name
I change it from 'just an ordinary life' to 'my own hand-typing'
well I change it because I realized that, no life is ordinary, rite?
every people's life is so full of many amazing things, love and affections, impressions, happiness, sadness sometimes, ups and downs and many other things

and the reason I named it my own hand-typing?
because in blog, we type, we didn't write it with our hand hahahaha zonk

well actually because when something in my life happens, I typed it in this blog, my life, my own life
so I decided to name it my own hand-typing
lalala whatev haha

but still the url is just a random stuffs in my head, I mean, hello roastedweenies?
hahaha got no reason why I named the url roastedweenies lalala whatev

still haven't done studying maths and economy, and still haven't practice piano, yeah just go with the flow
byeeee, wish me luck for tomorrow

another post for today

hey (again)
it's raining now, and I'm still studying economy
and my father just reminded me that I should practice my piano cause tomorrow I have a piano course, and I haven't done studying yet, man when should I practice piano?????
I can't play piano in midnight rite?
well maybe I'll practice in midnight lalala who cares

one day holiday

hey folks
before I talk about anything else, I wanna say
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ARMEDI, wish you can make your parents proud of you, and wish you all the best bro

so today is holiday, tomorrow I'm going to have a maths and economy's formative test
boy I don't understand single thing from economy
why economy is so hard? same as geography
man I'm the worst at geography

well lalala I'm takin a break from studying maths (haven't studied economy yet, too lazy hehe)
and I take this quiz which I saw from Kak Serra's blog, you've got a great blog sis hehe
and here's the results

What others see from your style

Although to the untrained eye you may seem like a plain dresser who avoids trends, you actually wear carefully designed accessories and clothes that emphasize your uniqueness. You value your freedom and have an artistic mind. You are neither aggressive nor timid, but you believe in yourself.

What your nightclothes reveal

You are friendly and always in good mood. You are candid and helpful, and can be sexy at times too.

What others see from your ties

You are a caring people. You are romantic, witty, and easygoing. You compromise rather than confront, and love nature.

What others see from your belts

If there's not a single belt in your wardrobe, you like freedom and are opposed to all kinds of rules. You are creative and very good at work that requires you to stretch your imagination. Your main downfall, however, is that you can be very moody.

What others see from your shoes

You are kind and open-minded. You may not be talkative, but you are friendly and enjoy the company of intelligent people. You always keep the secrets of others, and never play tricks on people.

What others see from your earrings

You are a hardworking people. You are serious and capable. You know what you want out of life, and you go after it.

The last analysis

You are probably a romantic and passionate person. You are sensitive and lonely when you aren't in love. You can be somewhat self-centered, but you are honest and sincere to others. You like to make a good impression of yourself and worry about what others think of you.

okay so long then, gotta continue studying maths and study economy later(which I don't really want to lol)
I like maths better than economy though
but I'm a student what else I can do? haha
bye

happy birthday my niece

HAPPY 2nd BIRTHDAY MY NIECE AMIA KIRANA SATRIA
semoga mia tambah cantik, tambah pinter ngocehnya, jadi nggak takut lagi sama orang, nggak cengeng, nurut sama orang tua, sehat selalu dan panjang umur yaaaa

amia adalah keponakan gue, dia hari ini tepat berumur 2 tahun loooooh
hihihi
yaudah sih cmn mau wishing wishing doang hari ini
nothing special at school though hehe

bye

the decision I made was

hai kawan
akhirnya saya memutuskan
...................................................................................................
not to go

well I don't know how to say it but I really can't disobey my mom
yeah
totally
I felt so guilty though
but there's one decision that I need to take
and this is it
stop talking about it you people you're making me feel guilty and guiltier, stop talking about it, stop it






bye

belajar menentukan pilihan

hari ini saya seharusnya ke sumantri bojonegoro, tapi saya tidak tahu, saya baru tahu tadi pagi karena ditelfon arum, sebenarnya masih sempat, tapi saya malas hmm
saya juga seharusnya ke gelora bung karno pintu 7 nanti jam 10.30
tapi saya sudah tidak diizinkan lagi oleh orang tua saya untuk mengikuti kegiatan lain selain belajar hinggal sumatif dan remed berakhir
sekarang saya bingung
will I disobey my parents? absolutely not
will I disobey my friends and my senior? well I don't want that either
so now the desicion I need to make is go or not go
maybe for you go or not go is simple
but for my case, it's a big step, a total big step
if I choose go, my parents will become very mad, and I'm afraid I will be 'kualat' and
if I choose not to go, my friends will possibly be angry at me, I will feel totally guilty to my senior and also my friends, whoaah god what should I do
I need to make this desicion in less than 3 hours
but I have to pick one of those situation, rite?
if you were me, which one will you take?
well I will tell you which desicion I make on the next post, it will be posted in the next 3 hours k?
please god help me with this trouble

today

well umm today is just a usual day
but I'm very happy because my economy teacher postpone the formative test which I haven't studied for hihi:)
last night I just open my economy book and start day dreaming, then, fell asleep till tomorrow morning
and when I arrived at school, I didn't study either haha
so guess I'm a bit lucky today
hmm school was cool
many teachers didn't come to my class today and it was fun

and now I'm sitting right in front of my computer(well not exactly mine, it's my brother's but who cares) twittering, facebook-ing, chatting via msn

well I feel so so today as you can see from my writting
well aopfkpeokfpekfposdjigpoiserjogerjogirj
don't know what to write,
but I really want to write something though
dunno what to type

oh I know
today Mr. Wangsa came to my class and talk about universities and stuffs
and somehow I felt like I'm in the XII grade already hm
he talks about how scores affects the university that will accept you
the scores come from our report in 11th grade and 12th grade first semester and also the tryouts in the 12th grade
he actually asked me which university I want to go to
and well, there are many universities that I want to go to, NTU, NUS, MIT, ITB, UI, harvard(big dream isn't a bad thing you now), stanford(keep dreaming), and many more
and the major? hemm electro, industry, machine, telecomunication, and many technic stuffs
I don't really like memorizing words so errr, yeah you get it right? I don't really want to take laws, or acountancy and stuffs. It's very hard for me hem

well wish me the best k?

that's all I gotta say for now, bubbbyeeeee

last day of holiday

hellooo
so today is the last day of my holiday hmm
I was kinda not ready for school
I haven't studied much aaaaaaaaaargggh
really want to study but the materials to be studied is too much aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrgggggggh
I really hate this situation grr

so 3 days ago I went to gelora bung karno to jog with my parents
and there I saw a really tall 'ontel' bike
a man that rode it wore a witch costume and somehow when I saw them, I really wanna see them fall hm hahaha

and today I jogged again,
but not at gelora bung karno I jogged at the jalur hijau tebet
somehow I felt tired, so I only jogged for 2 1/2 lap
so I sat and waited for my parents
and there were group of people(men and women) sit right next to me
they start gossiping about EVERYTHING
starts from politics, kids, language, manohara(WHAT THE?)

well it was kinda awkward but fun to heard them stories
my minds more open now(well not really yeah whatev)
and now I'm here getting confused of what to study now
but I know I WILL study
yeah I will
yeah
hmmmm
well maybe just for a couple hours
though I really want to go shopping for clothes
but well this is the life of SMAN 8 student bla bla bla, life's hard (not really, I'm exaggerating haha)
but its true though
wish me luck for my exam in 3 weeks okay
so long!

demam rubik

haaaai
lama sekali tidak nge post
jadi AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
hahaha
mau cerita
sekarang di SMA 8 lagi pada demam rubik
rubik itu apa sih? udah pada tau dong, atau mungkin tau tapi gatau namanya? buat yang ga tau rubik itu yang kayak gini nih

















nah tau kan? masa gatau sih
iya trs kan pas pertama kali gue main gue belajar pelan2 tuh bikin satu sisi yang sama
pas udah tau caranya girang gitu

trs ada yg lebih menantang, yaitu bikin semua sisinya sama warna
trs ada rumusnya gitu
rumusnya
kanan : U R Ui Ri Ui Fi U F
kiri : Ui Li U L U F Ui Fi
cross : F R U Ri Ui Fi
kanan blkg : R U Ri U R U U Ri
kanan atas : U R Ui Li U Ri Ui L
hahaha yang gamaen rubik pasti gangerti wakaka

terus gue udah bisa looooh bikin smua sisinya sama!!!! yieeeey
thanks to many people yang udah dengan sabar nya ngajarin gue hehe

yah sekian post kali ini
bubbyeeeeee

liburan

halo udah lama ya nggak ngepost
jadi sbnrnya banyak banget hal yang mau gue ceritain beserta fotonya
tapi lagi males masukin foto ke komputer
jadi gausah pake foto dulu ya
gue ceritanya dari hari ini ke belakang ya

hari ini gue pagi2 udah dibangunin, jam 6 berangkat ke gelora bung karno
olahraga ceritanya
kan gue naik sepeda 2 puteran, 1 puteran lari
pas gue naik sepeda, ada tuh cina pecicilan banget gitu
udah gitu dia mau sok keren gitu, tau palang polisi gitu kan? dia udah ambil anceng2 udah sok2an mau meloncati pager itu ceritanya, dan dia jatoh hahahahhaahh gue puas gitu ngeliatnya hahaha abis sok banget
trs abis itu latian yapong di sekolah, gue dateng jam 10, daaaan ngaret 1 stgh jam, dan tadinya gue sndirian(kesian ya hidup gue hahaha)
trs udah mulai kan tuh, trs tiba2 datang abang jampang(yg gatau darimana asalnya) ya begitu mereka silat2 gitu kan gerakannya
capek gitu sampe jam 3, selesai hari ini

kemaren gue latian dramus di rumah hasya, gue nya udah dateng telat, trashing lagi disana hahaha. cmn main gitar, foto2 pake SLR april, norak dengan kipas lidya(gaboong kipasnya keren! hahaha), trs main sepeda
dan pas naik sepeda, gue berkali2 diklaksonin mobil hahahaha, trs dengan jahatnya arum malah ketawa2 -_-

hari kamis gue lupa gue ngapain

rabu juga lupa

selasa latian dramus juga kan, tapi di rumah dila(bekasi, jauh abis)
trs kan pulangnya bingung, karena rumah gue dan icha deket, jadi kita barengan, echa jg mau ikut sampe sekolah
nah icha mobilnya lagi di bengkel, trs kita memutuskan ke gramedia matraman
disana ngeliat buku2, icha beli buku fisika, echa gue lupa beli apa, trs gue cmn liat2 karena gue gak begitu suka baca novel dan sejenisnya
trs echa pulang, dan mobilnya icha masih di bengkel
trs gue dan icha memutuskan untuk ke bagian stationary, kita norak banget kayak gapernah liat alat tulis hahahaha, seru banget tapi, gue beli banyak haha
trs pas jalan ngeliat2 gitu, gue dan icha ngeliat spot dimana itu isinya mainan anak kecil smua
trs naluri 2 anak kelahiran 1994 ini keluar, kita bahagia banget main2in mainan itu
trs mencet2 manian kasir2an itu
trs ada mainan so sweet banget gitu, kesannya memorable gitu mainan waktu masih kecil gitu loh yang bunyi2 doang
gitu deh
trs nemu laptop mainan dora gitu, tadinya dikira ga nyala, pas gue pencet eh nyala, kami pun kembali bahagia hahaha
dan akhirnya pulang deh

trs hari sabtu 2 minggu lalu kl ga salah, gue ngejenguk ponakan gue ke rumahnya di bintaro, dia sakit flu singapur itu(flu singapur bukan bersin2 ya, tolong diperhatikan) jd sariawan banyak gitu, trs di kaki juga bentol gitu kesian deh dia jadi lemes gitu
dan nyokap gue kan ngebeliin baju buat kedua ponakan gue
namanya baju kelelawar(gue baru denger, kocak deh bntuknya, ntar gue upload deh)

yah kayaknya sekian adventure gue, ntar kl sempet foto2 dari kegiatan gue ini gue post deh
byeeeeeeeeee

quick post

hei
gue di buru2 nyokap nih disuruh pergi ke rumah ponakan gue
tapi gue maleeeeeeees banget buat mandi
trs skrg gue lagi dimarah2in disuruh cepet2 gt
trs gue males banget
jadi gue sempetin buat ngepost bntar
jadi gue hari ini bangun jam 6 kurang hanya untuk solat subuh, terus tidur lagi hingga jam 10
trs bangun2 gue langsung ke komputer dan ol sambil buka facebook
dan sekarang nyokap gue udah marah2 lagi dan bawa bawa 'giliran ama temen kamu, kamu buru2'
trs dalam hati gue 'apa banget deh, kl latian kan emang ada urusan, ditungguin orang, nah kl mau ke rumah ponakan, gaada yang nungguin juga kan? apaan banget sih grr'
ingin rasanya bilang kayak gitu tapi males kl nyokap gue tambah nyemprot gue, urusannya panjang trs lama2 merembet ke urusan temen lah, nilai lah, malesin deh berurusan ama nyokap gue
yaudah segini dulu ya, nyokap udah bolak balik jungkir balik(?) manggilin gue
nanti gue lanjutin oke byeeeeeeeeeeeee

short post f*toooooot

gue baru ngepost beberapa menit yang lalu
trs sesuatu terjadi dan itu nyebelin
jadi tadi tiba2 lampu rumah gue mati, emg suka gitu kl overloaded apa gimana gitu gangerti gue
terus caranya msti dinyalain dari yang panel pln itu yang terletak di luar pintu rumah gue
kan sekarang itu pukul 9.51 ya
kan udah gelap
serem kan, mana msti keluar rumah
trs kan gue manggil2 kakak gue karena kakak gue lagi ada di ruang tamu yang deket sm pintu buat keluar
gue udah minta tolong dia buat nyalain dari luar kan
dia GAMAU dan dia bilang 'bentar2' SAMBIL ASIK2AN NELFON2AN SAMA PACARNYA
trs gue manggil2 nyokap gue katanya suruh bokap gue
gue manggil2 bokap gue katanya suruh kakak gue
gue suruh kakak gue DIA MASIH GAMAU JUGA
dan akhirnya lo msti tau GUE YANG KELUAR GELAP2AN BUAT NYALAIN TU PANEL

YANG COWOK DI RUMAH GUE TUH SIAPA??????????????
GAADA COWOK DI RUMAH GUE!!!!!!!!!!
KAKAK GUE KAYAK *#% (efek suara : toooooooooooooooooot)

LIBUUUUR

heeeeeeeeeey
guess what guess what guess what?
TODAY IS THE 1ST DAY OF HOLIDAY YIPPIEEEE

iya terus tadinya hari ini latian, tp ternyata yang yapong libur, trs jadi gue bersantai dirumah

muthi nyapa gue gitu pas gue ol kan, trs dia nanyain 'hari ini ngambil formulir afs nya jadi kan?' trs jujur pas baca gue agak males ehehehe, soalnya kan baru libur trs agak2 males keluar rumah untuk sesuatu yang tidak menghibur trs nanet kan jg gabisa gara2 ngerjain undangan mesis jadi gue dan nanet memutuskan buat ngambilnya besok aja hehe maaf ya muth

naaaah trs mutia rizki(beda orang sm yg diatas) nyapa gue, dia ngajakin ke rumahnya somehow gue semangat banget soalnya itu hal yang menghibur abis itu ina jg sms gue, ngajakin gue sm mutia nonton kan yaudah, bahagia lah hari gue

terus kita nonton bersama, yaitu gue mutia ina ayu sm tata urutan duduknya dari kiri : ina-mutia-gue-ayu-tata, ditengah tuh gue kita nonton KNOWING




















KEREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN
itu gaboong keren abis kode2nya BEEEEEEEH trs yang terakhir itu bener2 kayak kiamat gila, gue selama filmnya nganga mulu gak mingkem gila parah keren abis
worth watching banget
udah gitu tadi kan pas akhir2 film gitu, ada anaknya dia harus berpisah sama ayahnya gara2 dia terpilih buat start over dunia yang akan hancur sama abbie trs kan sedih gitu ya, tp tadinya gue biasa aja eeeeeeeeh si mutia nangis trs dia mempengaruhi gue gitu 'kok gak sedih sih? parah banget, coba lo bayangin kalo lo di posisi dia' mutia nangisnya tp sambil ketawa gitu trs gue tiba2 jadi mikir, gue jg jadi nangis sambil ketawa deh trs gara2 gue nangis, ayu jadi ikutan mikir 'o iya bener juga' trs jadi nangis gitu, jadi intinya nangis berantai yang sumbernya dari MUTIA RIZKI, maaci mutia yang udah membuat kita kayak orang gila nangis sambil ketawa hahahahahah yah hari yang bahagia, untuk hari pertama ilburan gue memilih nonton knowing yang keren banget banget pol polan daripada ngambil formulir afs yang gak menghibur sama sekali dan paling abis ngambil gue SUPER boring lagi di rumah,
gue memilih pilihan yang tepat bukan kawan kawanku?

wednesday, fun day

haaaaaai
hari ini banyak pelajaran kosong
yaiyalah hari rabu gitu
isinya sinematografi, seni musik dan kawan kawan
oh iya gue turut sedih sama frau eka, guru bahasa jerman gue
kasihan dia, dia harusnya tuh masih bedrest tapi dia tetep mau ngajar
trs pas pagi2nya dia ngajar kan kelas lain, eh pas pelajaran terakhir mau ngajar xb, kondisinya langsung drop gitu
udah sekitar 2 atau 3 kali kayak begini
ada apa dengan kelas xb, kesannya begitu frau eka mau ngajar xb langsung jadi sakit gitu hahaha, tapi sedikit bersyukur karena kelas gue gajadi listening jerman....... jahat sih, maaf ya frau hehe
get well soon frau ekaaa

trs tadi pas sinematografi gue buka nguping jakarta
trs menemukan line yang sangat bodoh seperti ini :
Penjaga rental PS: "X, kamu liat kucing hitam warna putih gak?"

or

Cewek: (sambil membuka album foto tua) "Ih, ini kan foto kawinan bokap nyokap gua!"
Sepupu: "Ih iya, ada gua juga lho disini, ya ampun masih kecil banget... (hening lama, sambil membalik-balik halaman)... Loe-nya kemana sih, kok dari tadi gua liat gak ada di foto-foto kawinan bo-nyok loe?"

or this one
this one is my favourite hahahahah

Cowok #1: "Iya, jadi dulu gue pernah jatuh dari lantai 7..."

Cowok #2: "Ooh, terus loe mati nggak?"

bego ya? hahahaahaha
that's all, see ya folks
byeeeeeeeee

FUN BASKETBALL WITH XB GIRLS

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey
hari ini adalah hari yang menyenangkan
but first I wanted to say
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY DIANAAAAA
diana tuh baiiiiiiiik banget sabar bijaksana

oke lanjut
hari ini pas pelajaran olahraga, pas awal2nya males2 gitu basket abisnya rada gapenting gitu
tapiii abis selesai masih ada sisa waktu banyak, cewek2 disuruh main basket sama gurunya
trs tadi kita suit gitu, ada kelompok menang dan kalah
kebetulan gue sekelompok sama nisa yang jago maennya wakakakak
trs biarpun begitu, tadi itu SERUUUUUUUUUUUUU banget
tadi tuh biar terpisah kelompoknya tuh berasa banget nyatu nya cewek2 xb
itu seru banget tereak2 gitu(biasa lah cewek2 kl pada maen basket gimana sih, hebohan tereaknya daripada maennya hahaha)
icha tadi menguasai permainan, jago banget mencuri bola nya
tadinya kan gue mau ngeshoot gitu, sepenglihatan gue icha tuh jaraknya jauh dari gue
pas gue mau ngeshoot, eh tiba2 icha nepok bolanya hebat ya lari nya
trs dikit2 bolanya tuh ada di icha ampun deh
trs icha kan megang bolanya, trs biasa cewek maennya main direbut aja bolanya, nah icha tuh mempertahankan banget, udah ditarik2 bolanya dia ttp gamau ngelepasin, jadinya dia KESERET-SERET DUA KALI lagi
trs tadi gue kan dapet bola, trs dengan memalukannya, gue malah lari ke ring gue sndiri, untung bolanya direbut -_- malu juga gue
hahahahaha
natali tadi hebooooh banget, trs pas natali dapet bola, dia tereak2 kayak abis menang piala oscar HAHAHAHAHA natali gaboong kocak abis hahahhaah
cewek2 xb tadi nyatu banget deh seru seru

pokoknya xb abis dramus main basket kayak tadi lagi ya, gaboong seru banget hahahaha
love you all xoxo
byeeeeeeeeeeee

pain

okay
back to bad mood
I just can't understand how life can be so harsh to me
and there's always a time when I have nowhere to go, so I have to come back home and face the reality that my life is such a wuss
I've never win an important competition, stressed out with all those test and scores and everything, tired of this kind of life
I rarely have a dream when I'm sleeping, so it's pretty impossible to wish to have a beautiful life with everyone that loves me in even just a dream when I'm sleeping

pain
yeah
that's what I'm feeling right now
can't understand why all these thing happened

bye

BBM preparation

heeeeeeeey folks
welcome to roastedweenies.blogspot.com
okay so tomorrow is the bazar budaya masyarakat day in my school
and my class has such a minim preparation
but we've worked hard though
and my skirt just has white paint all over it -_- (FOR BBM!!!)

my stock of random pictures just ran out, and I haven't look for the new ones, hehe

so see yaaa
byeeeeeee

cry

hi
well this is roastedweenies.blogspot.com
I'm not really in a great mood tonight
I've just had a silence fight with my father
I cried


a little




okay a lot


why can't he respect for what I've done to make him happy?
I study everyday, I work hard so that I can get great score
really really need someone to just come here and calms me down right now
I really need someone who could listen to me, listen to all of my burden, all about my nauseous life
If only I have the courage to get out of this house and stop thinking about whatsoever happened in this house, the chaos in this house, the devil in this house




can't think clearly right now
so see you on the next post
hope my mood will get so much better on the next post okay
bye